So yeah, I noticed my recent updates have been well a lil sad...


So, to be honest I feel like one of my greatest friends is using me. I'm not going to say any names or anything, but this is one my best friends who I talk to when I can when I am not busy. But lately I feel like they see me as something to make them popular and they use me because I'm nice. Like I would give them a gift or something and they would say they will pay me back...It has never happened yet.

But yet if someone they barely knows buys or gives them something they pays them back on the spot. I've helped this person when getting things and they always said: "Awww, you don't have to!"

When most of my friends say that I still get them something, and most of my friends pay me back in a sorta fashion of: Treating me to dinner, buying me something or just surprising me to something. But this friend really just puts me off, and to be honest it makes me a lil mad. And it makes me wonder if my friend knows what they are doing.

And I am not going to lie...I hate being used, so I hope my friend says sorry, cause I hope they understand they are hurting me in more then one ways. And I care for this friend... *Le sigh*

I had to rant...

I feel sick and work was canceled because of the damn tornado last night in the city...

Anyways...I'm signing off for now.